Went for my second precept class. Good one! Learnt a lot, like the linkage of the questions, etc. I guess the method of asking us do homework first then discuss then understanding it is really effective. To find out questions and stuff. I guess I need to cultivate the habit of marking questions I have and raise it in class.
After the class the thoughts of "him" comes. Probably because he posted something in Facebook, etc. Anyway, the thought of how he is doing and stuff starts flooding, as if there's no self-control. So here I am, typing it down so that I don't indulge further and to get a clearer head once I let those thoughts out of my head through this journal. I guess putting it in a way that our relationship may not be God's plan, or the time is just not there.
Lol. "Count your blessings" is playing in my iPod. Chirpy song. It kind of divert the attention a little, and I'm grateful to God for that. I watched the Duggars after I was home and managed to clear a few episodes. They do cheer me up a little whenever I watch their show because it's interesting.
Thankful that my day has started and will end fast too. Thankful for some rest and able to save some money by cooking on my own instead of buying it outside. Everytime I feel like going back to "him" makes me realize I'm just not ready for him. I'll continue to pray and focus myself on God so that I am truly blessed with godly plans.
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