Been trying too hard to be strong

Came across this quote in Facebook. That was when I realized that I've been trying too hard to be strong. That's when I realized that my rubber band is snapping; not because people around me provoking me all the time, more like I'm containing everything to God and probably I did not give it to Him entirely which resulted in me feeling so lost and stranded.

I'll usually cry to God when it's too much to take. I don't cry to anyone and everyone. Please don't ask me why, I find it hard to cry or share whatever feelings I have in front of people, or even tell them my problems. So for those who have seen me cry, it's considered a privilege. It could mean the feelings are too overwhelming that I couldn't contain it; whatever the case, it does feel lonely when you're trying to break the walls for others to come in.

Thank God that He knows me, allowing me to understand that whatever I've went through He knows, even to my tinniest unknown detail. At least I have a God I can cry to and He comforts me. At least it's not that bad.