I always have this anxiety about my grades. Not that I don't know what to write, just that I fear I write the wrong thing. You can say that till now, even though my English has improved tremendously, I still fear that I cannot pass - especially with a module that I've failed twice. I now know why I failed, but I can't contain that fear of not failing again.
I suppose it happens in Christian life. You want to do so much and yet you're just so afraid of failing. It seems like during difficult times it's easier to leave it to God, but when it comes to studies, God is somewhat put aside due to our beliefs that hard work is what we achieve through studying, etc.
I have to put more faith in Christ who will not give me a challenge too big for me so that I will fail.
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