I'm tired up

Ok, I must say I'm in the midst of craziness. I've passed the form to almost all my students; and I'm almost done with ss camp activity and I must finish my work by 1st Nov 2011. To make or break, it all depends on these two weeks. I'm thankful for Saturdays to be free - so that I can work on my assignments. Of course I can have Deepavali to discuss about ss camp activity.

I do feel like I'm doing without much direction, and it feels like a puppet being controlled by a superior being to manage all these. Yes, my superior being is God. I'm not exactly freaking out, neither am I feeling like I'm idle or something. Just plain working without thinking much, just have this mind that it must be completed.

I'm actually tired. I don't recall when was the last time I sleep before 1am. Planning early with the thought of testing early has kick in. It's the subconsciousness that pulls my mind and body together. Even when typing this out I don't quite know what I'm typing. The fingers just keeps moving.

Alright. There's more to come. Thank God for only four students. Wait, 4?! Haiz. Nvm. I need it to sustain myself for the next two months. Mum thought I was crazy to not work for three weeks. Ya, I think I am. I guess I just want to stop whatever I'm doing for once, the faith to leave everything behind me and serve God entirely. God will sustain me after that.

Alright, I shall go rest for a really long day tomorrow. I almost lost my iPhone to ios5 update. I managed to find a kind soul in Nubox to give me some Internet connection to update my phone. I literally stood there for an hour just to ensure my precious phone is working before I dare to leave the shop. Of course, I thanked her for her generosity in providing this little connection.

I'm still amazed by how I'm moving now. I don't know what exactly I'm doing, the body just took over and do whatever is necessary for me to accomplish my work. I supposed this is the term workaholic. I really need to rest now. Good night.