Had a really brief YAF today. Went to cineleisure for "Courageous", the movie. There's a lot of people in the cinema: about 60% are from Galilee BP Church. How cool is that?!
Courageous is a really good movie. Humor, climax, action and a good biblical background of the story just piece up as a good movie. I also saw some Duggars in the movie.
I'm planning to get this as a Fathers' Day gift for my daddy when the DVD hits Singapore. Now I'm worrying which DVD I should get for my mum. Probably the Nativity story I bought for my student and his family last Christmas? :)
Anyway, I've been reflecting on being as a couple and as a single. I used to dislike being single because I'm lonely as an individual; so I do not want to feel lonely and always, and I really mean always, seek out a guy who wants to date me.
Unfortunately, most of the time I love as if I'll get married. Every relationship I gave my all, and as a result, nothing returns. I suppose the main reason to get attached is already wrong. Hence, the ending is always a bad one.
I'm always grateful for this gentle reminder whenever I feel alone. That I do not want to go in circles and most importantly, I am not alone because I still have God.
I gotta do something to bridge my relationship with my parents. I'm praying that I'll be able to have a mother-daughter time with mum. I wonder, what can I do that doesn't distract me from God and yet able to build kinship with my parents. Now trying to convert them, but truly want to get closer to them. I want to love them like how God loves me. Meanwhile, pray for a godly man. I know I'm not ready but handing the petition to God first and see how He works. :) Who knows, He may send someone who is ready to mold me to someone He wants. :)
Prayerfully, I hope he'll be like those men in the movie "Courageous".
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