Monday, 9 January 2012

random thoughts from a weary mind

I slept at 8.30pm yesterday and even after sleeping for 11hours, my mind hurts, eyes are swollen and vision is blurred. In my own desperation, I continued to work so that I can pay whatever I need to pay next month (especially my school fees).

I cant wait for Chinese New Year to end. Every year it has been a moody Chinese New Year. I pray really hard that after I settled everything this year, I'll be able to have a great time.

I've even thought of what I should do for Chinese New Year: go house visitation and stayed with my family. Once it's the last house visitation, I'll ask to leave the place after staying there an hour. I shall go home and scan all the books I can get my hands on. Then if I can borrow any DVD from anyone in church, I shall watch it after scanning. Hopefully I can rest early and the day 2 of CNY will end up almost the same way.

Anyway, I was doing my stuff at the void deck while waiting for my student to come home (to save transportation), this Korean-speaking guy came here, talked to his phone really loudly, and stared at me a number of times. There's once our eyes met, then he called another person and walked around the void deck for less than a minute, and left. I was sleepy but still feel a little {=.="}

Yesterday I was talking to Pastor while a sister went to apply tiger balm on her tummy because of stomachache. Then Pastor said, "I've heard a lot of good things about you." My immediate response was, "huh?" because I cannot think of myself as a good person. My sinful thoughts and painful life say it all. Thankfully, he did not go further than that after a chuckle.

I'm very, very tired. Suddenly, the tiredness of everything dawned upon me like the sunlight pouring its radiance at me. Unable to see myself; unable to see anything further. Can't move, can't think, can't do anything.

Anyway, MI:Ghost Protocol is nice. I'm kind of infatuated to Tom Cruise. Too bad he's married! :P Never mind. I'm just entertaining myself. Later.

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