I have to admit, I am very angry. That anger has been in me since the incident with my dad. Till today, whatever he says I am always in defensive mode, shooting him down with whatever comment he has.
In my effort to forgive him, I tried to convince myself how nice he is and stuff. You know how hard it is when people around you are really avoiding him. Sigh. I just pray for God's mercy on everyone around him. I seriously just hope that he'd give me time out and leave me alone. I just don't want to aggravate my anger and turn it into a sin.
"Stop being angry!
Turn from your rage!
Do not lose your temper—
it only leads to harm." (Psalm 37:8 NLT)
I'm still battled by the fact on whether I should get Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1. My upcoming month is bad and my salary for February just kissed the $1500 mark. I'm surprised that I'm not grumbling like I did almost two years back. Probably because I'm not that tight financially and I can still manage with some extra cash to save for the clearance of my final debt. my expenditure is low. If I were to be given $1000/month, I'd survive. However, if God blesses me with more money, I also don't mind. I want to have the choice to buy nice stuff mah, correct?
Oh, I've just been granted a full day leave this Monday. Not intentionally but it was granted by God as none of my students that day wants tuition due to CA1 and extra curriculum. Not so bad for me, I'd say! :D at least I can cram up my studies like the whole day. I'd better go Tampines library so as not to get distracted by things at home.
So looking forward to tomorrow. I'd better send whatsapp messages to Gwyneth about JP this week and prepare for precept tomorrow. Yes, did nt do homework again. You can imagine how tough my walk with Christ is. Just super discouraged with so many things going on and none of my decisions are godly yet. I do hope that I can join the Saturdays seminar on evangelism. Let's make it the start of good godly choice for this year. :D
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