A mixture of feelings

The parents of the boy who came for Sunday School camp smsed to drop the tuition.

First emotion that came was 'yay'. Ya, there's a lot of reasons for that yay, and seeing that his English has improved due to his school environment tells me he's better off without me. Another reason was that I can rest and fellowship on Saturday. So Saturday became my study day while the rest are not.

Next emotion was 'huh' when the evangelism sense came in. I so wanted to follow up but there's a comforting peace telling me that God will follow up.

I've come to a point when I get discouraged (again) in my teaching. I should really humble myself and see myself in their eye level and stop nagging incessantly.

*updates*
My day ended well with two students. They made my life so much happier today and I'm so grateful to have them. Even though a student has dropped, I still know that I have the passion to teach, though I get restless most of the time. Afraid that it's God's calling, I still pray that God will equip and guide me to be the person He wants me to be. :)