A whole lot of anxiety

I am tired. Very very exhausted with studying and teaching. With that, it made me want to fly to Sarawak asap. However, I still need to endure for two more months before embracing the wonderful holiday.

Embarassing Thursday 
After teaching one student, my blue floral slipper gave way, forcing me to cross the road barefooted so as to buy a pair of slippers at Eunos MRT station. With much dignity in a pathetic situation, I walked with my chest up, trying to cover up from the passers-by who were oblivious about my missing right slipper. I know some people chuckled at my plight but that did not crumble my fake confidence.

Exhausted Friday
By Friday I am already half dead because my Thursday started from 7.30am and ended at 10pm. The rest that Thursday night did not help. My first student that day just stopped me from controlling my blood pressure. It wasn't a great day. I guess my pressure from my assignment also played a part.

Long-waiting Saturday
After my first student, I went to Seng Kang to study. I had my lunch at Ajisen because it was empty and I do not have to carry my stuff and food to the table as I was very heavy-loaded with my studying materials. This week I will eat at Bedok Reservoir Road before going to Seng Kang. The crowd was crazy.

Anyway, this tuition teacher of my student's brother was just ridiculously annoying. He kept changing the schedule, and in turn I had to wait for him to finish teaching before I can teach. I seriously think it would be better if I just teach my student in the living room. That guy don't deserve respect at all. Just a look at him at the main door made me despise him as a tuition teacher. He surely must know that the world doesnt revolve around him.

Nothing much on Sunday. Just rushing here and there, trying to finish my lunch before tuition. Today I got a shocking sms from Hannah asking me to choose a friend in YAF to do seeker bible study, if not they'll choose for me. Seriously, I work everyday with absolutely no contact with any other people around my age group other than people in church. Besides that, my time clashes with everyone, especially after my Eunos student resumes its Monday schedule at 2.30pm. Therefore, I am not looking for anyone. Let them choose, prayerfully I am able to acheive whatever they asked. Just wondering, MCG was not possible already. Why would they want to  do similar things is just beyond my understanding. I just pray that I am not discouraged from joining YAF next year.