The assurance of salvation

I have been fretting about this Sunday's JP, as well as the outing with the bridal and groom part after church; plus the sickness that showed me how much my parents care, with the constant nagging in my head for being over-protective against my family. I am not saying they cannot make mistakes, I am just subconsciously guarding my heart from the possible dsappointment I may have on them. I am not saying that I do not sin, I just do not want to behave as though I don't sin.

Anyway, this week's topic for the kids are rather heavy. The gospel are quite understandable for them already. Hence we are touching on the assurance of salvation. I went to research on it and frankly speaking, although I know what it is all about,I am not sure how to present it. I am just tempted to ask Gwyn if we can have a small activity, have a small forum, and then close the program with checking if the kids know their assurance of salvation.

Sigh. Have been praying for help from God.  Sometimes I do wonder why I always feel helpless when serving. On the other hand, I am glad not to feel confident so that I do not lean towards my own understanding. Yeah, contradicting but at least it is not as bad as it may look. :)