Applied...

I applied for MOE PGDE (Post-Graduate Diploma in Education). Of course, as I did not do well in my English for O levels and I do not major in English or English Literature, I have to take the proficiency test. Intend to register it soon and take it on August. I may not be able to make it as it's only a day away from registration. Hence, I shall register for September test.

After submitting the application, self-doubt overcame me. It was so overwhelming that I found it hard to even breathe. Did I do something wrong? Am I up to it? What should I do?

Of course, I don't talk to anyone about it. That is a bad habit I guess. I seek help when I need one. In times like this, I keep it to myself and God. There was a time I asked God if He could just help me get rid of those crazy and untrue words. It certainly almost drove me crazy.

Anyway, Sunday's election went well...but I know there are too many things going on, especially in church. There is so many things going on and it has been for about 2 years. Seriously, it is discouraging. I think I sensed it from almost everyone in church.

Pray, pray pray. Nothing more to do about it. Both are beyond my control. Only God can have His divine intervention. Thank God for that.