Just had a fellowship with the lady whom I spent time with yesterday (the couple I mentioned two posts ago). We watched x-men and I must say it is really interesting and nice! Definitely worth watching.
Anyway, when we were having dinner, she asked me to share about how "he" and I hang out when we were together. While I was reminiscing, I realized that I have to stop. I still love him, but I'm not sure if it's God's will to have him in my life
. I even thought of speedpost him a present on his birthday, as a friend. Although I may not know if he'll wear it or frame it or whatsoever, but that shirt just symbolizes him - a piano player building a tree of music and future musicians with his favorite colour.
Self-control, Miss! Lol. Life isn't that beautiful after all because of its imperfection (sin). I'm not going to dwell about it but by God's plan. Thank God for YAF stuff done, and ink bought. I've done quite a lot of things today, and tomorrow there'll be more. It's weird to think how fascinating it'll be to be a testimony when my life gets better. Thank God it isn't any worse.
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