One student still busy (from livejournal)

Today I only have one student because two students of mine decided to take a "day off" - youth day. Yes, Singapore celebrates youth day on the first Monday of July and since their parents agreed to it, I'm ok with it too. I'm tied up with precept too. I have to get at least two hours done today.

After joining precept I realized that before the class I barely give an hour a week for Jesus. For precept, I need to contribute 5hours to do the "comprehension", and then supposed to have last day to meditate on the word. Erm, given my restricted time, I need to do my YAF stuff before Friday because it is urgent. When doing God's work is important, I start to ponder if God's work or word is more important.

One good friend of mine was chatting with me today about his NEA contest. Funny thing is they extended the deadline again. -.-" now I'm wondering why they keep extending the competition. It does reflect badly on them. That aside, this friend of mine started complaining about "him". I have no idea why but I started defending him. This is crazy because I am starting to generate self-control on myself. I thank God that I made a little improvement.  not much improvement, but that little improvement helps a lot. I realized that I keep using bible as reference going through my mind while trying to reason. But I guess that friend of mine started to get a little critical about it - like what I used to have. So my piece of advise is, he can enforce whatever thoughts he want in him, but if it's too much he'll back off, and label that person as unworkable with.

Although as I try to live through Christ everyday, I also begin to think that there's hope in us. I've learnt to put it this way: I've changed doesn't mean he'll change. I only have one expectation from my future husband - to be godly. Even if I've changed to be more godly doesn't mean he is godly as well, and I'm not into life-long transformation plan for him. So leave it, and pray for him if need be.

I'm still on my quest to print a A1 size world map. Hope it doesn't cost that much. I'm happy when doing God's work. I'm thankful that I can do it because God allows me to. 