A blessed day with God (from livejournal)

Today I made my life fruitful. Had Sunday school camp prayer meeting, talked to my "boss" about the website and he suggested something which needs an Elder of the ministry to approve. So amazed by his suggestion! I really don't mind servicing fellow family members of my church.

Did all the available photos for my YAF notice board. Talked alot to my MCG leader and she was suggesting her ex-colleague whom we met on Friday. There she was, publicizing about him but to me, it's like fear swarming towards me! Why do I feel this way? I guess I clearly knows I'm not prepared for anything beyond friendship with anyone. Have I gotten over "him"? Yes, surprisingly. And most of the time I tell myself that I do not want to go back again. If he turns godly? I'll think about it when God is merciful to make him godly. All I do now is pray for him to stay close to God. Just as Matthew 6:33-34 says: ""But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. "So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. (Matthew 6:33-34 NASB)

During MCG leaders meeting his name was suddenly mentioned. My leader asked if it'll be awkward for me to see him in fellowship and I said no. I guess I'll be more than glad to see him there as he slowly walk closer to God. About why I would rather not look at him is because I am not ready to be tempted to think otherwise. I need to have self-control before I do anything that acknowledges him as a brother of Christ.

Whatever it is, I do pray that we are growing in all aspects of life and enjoy God's blessings without worries. :)

Anyway, I managed to do my precept work and I'll be doing two more days of precept work while I mediate on it on Tuesday. Felt really encouraged when an Indian family came to church asking what time is our service. I talked rotten for a while and then lead them to uncle John, the church warden. The little girl is so cute when she smiled at me. I thank God for encouragement I guess that's when I sped up in doing my precept homework. Life is truly beautiful with God around. ;)