Matthew 5 and my sickly verbalizing (from livejournal)

Went to precept class today. No idea why I'm so tired! But anyway, managed to go through the whole lesson and realized that there's more to Matthew 5 other than Beatitudes and Laws! Probably share it with that guy friend of mine for his church publication. I thought my church is conservative. His church is stricter! lol.

The whole of the chapter is not only to know who will be blessed and inherit kingdom of heaven, but to know that we need to fulfill the Laws when we are in Christ! And it's not about works, but to be completed in spirit.

I just don't feel well today. No fever, no body aching or whatsoever, but just plain tiredness. I was so tired I dozed off in class a couple of times and a few times in tuition and I even remember the time wrongly for my next tuition. I'll go rest after teaching, I said to myself, since there's no morning teaching tomorrow. That grandma I mentioned who wants to teach her grandson who is P3 cancelled her lesson before I conducted my first lesson. Funny it is, I'll just laugh with God. I guess He just wants to amuse me. ;)

I had a talk with that guy friend of mine about the doctrines and stuff. Although thoughts have been planted on me for no reason that he can be a good courtship-mate, I'd prefer not to think about it. I don't think I'll say yes if he asks. Just like my care group leader who mentioned that she did not like how firm her bf was on doctrines before they were together and never thought of being with him, I decided not to think abt it or whatsoever. God can work in amazing ways, but I guess not with him because we simply can't work in life and stuff.

This Friday I'm going to meet my care group leader with her ex-colleague from FCBC. Erm, no idea why they want me to meet them but I guess it's good to fellowship. I'm exposing myself to the possibility of courtship, but do not expect to have one any time soon because it'll take some time for me to understand a man's character like he understands mine. This time round I want to take it real slow and have it my last. :)

I do pray that I'll not get dengue fever from the aedes mosquito.