I knew that I'll be sick pretty soon. True enough, two days ago marks the first day of sickness. I can feel the phlegm squeezing my lungs and it becomes really hard to breathe. I've been drinking Luo Han Guo and chicken essense. Thank God the phlegm is controllable now.
Not only my phlegm, my nose is blocked. I would like to believe it's the doings of phlegm. So right now I'm on really low oxygen and I intend to rest a lot this weekend after church and the YAF picnic. My body is screaming at me with all these torture.
My students are all back to 10, and I'm still struggling between buying a headphone for my MacBook (so that I can listen to my lessons even in library or public), or a crumpler bag because all my bags are either torn or too small. Short term wise the headphone is more impt. Long term wise the bag is more impt. I can't buy both this month. I guess I'll have to put the bag aside because my grade is impt.
I'll buy the bag as my birthday gift to myself at the end of Sept.
Let's get back to the topic - falling sick. When you are low in oxygen and your mind tends to be distorted. Nonetheless I want to makes sure even if I'm sick, I don't show people I'm in pain and ask people to pity. Correct me if I'm wrong, I think God loath such actions? Jesus wants us to depend on Him and by doing all these is like telling Him that we don't really need Him because we seek others for comfort while He is stretching out His hands wanting to comfort us.
alright, enough said. Going to teach now.
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