I may have eleven students. I just added one to my students collection and will commence my teacherism on her this coming sat. It's funny when parents approach me after exams. Well, at least I don't need to pay agent's fee.
Anyway, yesterday I was so tired that I postpone my last student. Today when I woke up, first thing was to smile and thank God for rest. I felt rejuvenated. Although I feel really happy that God blesses me and my students and God uses me to bless my students, I feel empty inside.
I've not been going to YAF or Precept and last week I did not go church. I feel...withdrawn. I don't know what's God's plan for me and I feel that He's not near also. I think I'm cooping myself up and trying my best to avoid everyone. It's like these 3 weeks have been some build-the-wall-around-me session when I just cut every communication I have with people. Although I can praise God whenever I play worship songs, I just feel that I'm not giving God a chance to be near.
Anyway, I only have one student at 5pm today and then a sister in Christ's 21st birthday! Tomorrow is going to be a great and blessed day! :)
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