Thank God for such a wonderful workshop. We already had two workshops and they were ok. We also noticed the problem in church: leaders and staffs are not sure about God and it leads to those children who're unsure of it as well.
There's also a change of plans: initially I'm supposed to share my testimony on Monday only; it turns out that I have to do both Saturday and Monday. Stressed? Of course! Somehow or rather I received God's prompting me to share because it's kind of relevant to their lives. Secondly those are two different groups: Saturday is youth worship while Monday was a mini concert held in Jack's village and this means there're elders, pastors, etc.
Today P'Apple also shared her testimony. I kept crying when she was sharing and couldn't stop crying. I did not expect myself to reveal my vulnerable heart; I know God has a purpose to that. He wanted to soften my heart so that when I share mine, it'll be impactful. I pray that it is because I'm worried for these young believers; I'm worried that they'll be like me, loving God at first without knowing why and how to live right with God.
I know it's silly, but I feel compelled to stay here for like half a year, discipling a girl. I just pray that it's not an emotional or by impulse, and I'm not even sure if it's God's calling. I just feel the need to help. I see myself in mission field for long but I'm not sure about it. I'm not even a mature Christian! I just pray that God will continue to use me to help these people.
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