Thursday, 22 December 2011

Disappointment is just too vague

From the title, you can roughly guess how I fare for my ECA. Oh well, I'm not sure why I fail, so I'm going to have grade appeal and pay some money to get my script back. At least I can have some understanding on why I fail.

Anyway, probably because of my don't-know-don't-care attitude about my life hence I made people feel that I really don't care. It's so funny that when u care too much, people thinks you're busybody; when you don't want to think so much, people thinks that you don't care. Perhaps that's the reason why I don't have best/good friends: I keep it to myself or expose my feelings too much.

Right now my thoughts are, "start even before the school starts. Do more than expected, in both school and work. Just one last time to try and get the best out of it. Plan, Joelle, plan! Work hard for four months and it'll be over."

Incorporating studies, students, serving, exercise and precept will be tough. I just need thorough planning since I'm not attached. I was actually reprimanded by some ex-boyfriend for being so detailed in planning. Now that I'm not attached, I should do what I do best.

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