Yup, the annual love-is-in-the-surroundings event is now on. Since morning, Facebook is flooded with pictures of our lovely ladies holding flowers, showing how blessed they are to have flowers and presents.
I don't loathe such atmosphere. I'm thankful that they are like that, actually! I'm not the privileged ones who have to celebrate such occasion (with big, burnt pockets). I'm actually enjoying myself by studying and teaching today. I'm just surprised that I've yet to see a lady holding a bouquet of flowers walk past me. Perhaps the trend of flowers isn't that "in" anymore.
This year is my first year of single-Valentine's since 2005. Before that was....from 1984 to 1999. Amazing. I'm almost 28 years old and I spent about 10years of Valentine's day with some other guys. I better spend more single-valentine otherwise the balance from marriage will not be equal. lol.
I shall pray for strength. I've been resting for about 10hours everyday. Dad has been trying to talk to me but I'm just feeling indifferent about it. I still give my normal respect and greet him like I should. I'll just do whatever that God is expecting me to do. As for putting it aside, I find it harder and harder each time he repeats his inappropriate actions. I just want to live outside and heal my wound as I find the courage to forgive him.
Oh well, today's the day of worldly love. Let's not spoil it with such sad matters of my own. :)
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